Once upon a time,
this black and white world of mine,
was filled with colour!
Colours of joy, colours of hope..
colours of love and colours of care..
how i wish, how i long,
just to have you by my side..
have you here, have you near,
just to feel your warmth..
standing in the middle of this crowd,
never have i felt this alone..
amidst all the voices so loud,
if only my silence could be heard..
remembering your beautiful face,
everything else seems to be blurred..
in a matter of a second my life changed,
from a fairytale to a nightmare..
not given the choice, not asked my will,
i ask, was it really fair?
the suffering, the pain,
really its all too much to bear..
one moment i had it all,
the next it was all gone..
one moment i was the princess,
the next i was a nobody..
deserted with nothing but regrets,
i find it so hard to carry on..
who really can understand?
why i feel so trapped?
why all my heart does is wail and moan?
an angel you were,
watching over me, being my shelter,
saving me from all the evil of the world..
and now you're gone,
leaving me with nothing but memories..
Memories i treasure..
they're all i got to help me move on..
